Y'all remember the Watchminder, right? The short version is, it was a GREAT idea, but the product just didn't deliver. If you want the long version, see my review in the link.
So the next step in my quest for something other than myself to follow Tyler around and redirect him is the TIMEX Ironman Data Link USB Watch.
Having a home warranty with a $50 deductible is nice, but it's even nicer to keep that $50 for yourself...
I just unstuck me a flywheel... Fixing a Garbage Disposal from Home Repair, an About GuideSiteTM.
PROBLEM:
Stuck Flywheel / Disposal Will Not Run (makes a humming noise)
If the garbage disposal won't turn on but makes a humming sound when you flip the switch, it won't do that for long. That means you have a stuck flywheel and the reset button on the unit itself or the fuse or circuit breaker in your electrical service panel will trip and turn off very quickly. The flywheel is stuck because something is lodged between it or the impeller(s) and the shredder ring.
(See Anatomy of a Garbage Disposal).
The other week I blogged about attending a Roosevelt School District Board Meeting. I mentioned feelings of validation because the board president and district superintendent both sought me out after the meeting adjourned. I had been so nervous to speak in that forum about the topic I wanted to address: the growing reports of hiring and firing practices that favor one racial group over others. This is a topic I feel strongly about, for obvious reasons... but even stronger than my fear of public speaking was my fear about how I would be perceived in addressing what was sure to be an overwhelmingly non-white audience about racial conflict.
I confided in a friend that I once made a very passionate commentary about stereotyping interracial relationships as being between black men seeking white women as status symbols. I made these comments in a largely black forum where they weren't well received. The feedback I got included a response that basically accused me of thinking I was the Great White Hope. That phrase, like AmeriKKKa and others I've heard since, didn't have a historical or cultural significance to me at the time. Ironically, "Fight of the Century" occurred on July 4, 1910... 86 years ago today.
But I digress. Needless to say, it took a lot for me to stand up in a room full of people whose race is subject to discrimination. So on the one hand, I felt very validated to have these two men who hold positions of authority in my community seek me out. But some of the content of those conversations was unsettling. One of the men, Hispanic, adamantly expressed his belief that there is not a racial divide... and that those who had spoken in the public comment portion of the meeting (mostly black), were not concerned about the children the school district serves, but their own personal benefit. The other man, White, lamented that he just doesn't see it... there at the district office, everyone gets along.
My kids don't attend school in RSD anymore, and I didn't feel knowledgeable enough to make blanket statements about whether or to what degree racial conflict exists in our community or the proportion at which black vs. hispanics are being hired and fired and phased out of jobs. I said as such, but added the disclaimer that I know people in the district who I respect, that feel very strongly that there is a problem, and a big one at that. But at the time and ever since, I have pondered those conversations and wondered... were we all sitting in the same room? Did either of you HEAR what I heard?
I went back to the board meeting archives and watched/listened to some other discussion, and searched online for more articles about the district. The concerns I heard in that meeting were expressed in other meetings and in media. When you have THIS many employees and THIS many members of the community you serve, standing up in a public forum and talking about this topic that is largely taboo, how can you possible be unsure whether or not there is a problem? If you don't see it from your corner office, does that mean a hostile work environment doesn't exist? If you are not at the receiving end of discrimination, is it always obvious to you? I'm not talking about obvious acts of racism; we can all see that. But the more subtle ones*. These thoughts turned to white privilege, especially after my friend thanked me for facing my fears and addressing the board on the topic. She said something about me putting a new face on it.
I was far less eloquent than many other speakers whose concerns these men seemed willing to dismiss as non existent. Since I am not employed by the district, nor do I have children enrolled in the district... is the weight of my perception or the value of my opinion greater than those of the non-white employees voicing criticism, or the black mother whose daughter is facing expulsion for defending herself in a fight, where the (non black) perpetrators are reported to have received no repercussions? And if so, is it because I am a potential 'customer' to be wooed back, or is it because I am white? Robert Jenson, who authored a compelling article on white privilege (that I'll post separately, it changed the way I think about race), says it more eloquently than I can.
...I speak with the assumption that people not only will listen, but will take me seriously. I speak with the assumption that my motives will not be challenged; I can rely on the perception of me as a neutral authority, someone whose observations can be trusted.
I'm a little afraid my friend may be right about me having put a new face on it... although not just, as she said, because I am someone whose children left the district and wants to come back... but also because they were more willing to listen to concerns and opinions expressed by someone who looks like me.
*when I'm at my neighborhood Target... the cashiers almost always ask me if I'd like to apply for a Target card. I can't recall ever hearing the clerk ask the non white person in line before me if they'd like to apply for a Target card. Now if it's hard to believe that I'm hardly ever in line at my local Target with any other white folks, I live in a community where only about 4f the population is white. Is it their race? Is it their accent? Their dress?
I know that for most of us ( and by us, I mean, those of us who were born in the post Civil Rights Era and/or who got the whitewashed version of American History that I received ), this term may be shocking and disconcerting. It's not a phrase that I'd seen in writing before the other day, but I figured I knew what it meant from the context...
The political spelling of "America" with "KKK" equates both the show and the status quo of society in the United States with the Ku Klux Klan, a white-supremacist organization
Knowing what and who I know, I also figured there was some history behind it. Took me a damn long time to find anything that wasn't a tribute to Ice Cube's AmeriKKKa's Most Wanted album.
Replacing the letter "c" with "k" in the first letter of a word came into use by the Ku Klux Klan during its early years in the mid to late 1800's. The concept is continued today within the ranks of the Klan. They call themselves "konservative KKK" or "klonservatives".
It was common among 1960s and early 1970s United States leftists to write Amerika rather than "America" in referring to the United States. [1], [2], [3], [4], [5] and is still used in political statements today [6],[7] It is likely that this was originally an allusion to the German spelling of America, and intended to be suggestive of Nazism, a hypothesis that the Oxford English Dictionary supports. It may additionally have been an allusion to the title of Franz Kafka's 1927 novel Amerika.
In the 1987 TV miniseries Amerika, it denoted a Soviet-conquered United States of America.
In broader usage, the replacement of the letter "C" with "K" denotes general political skepticism about the topic at hand and is intended to discredit or debase the term in which the replacement occurs. [8] Detractors sometimes spell former president Bill Clinton's name as "Klinton" or "Klintoon".
A similar usage in Spanish (and in Italian too) is to write okupa rather than "ocupa" (meaning a building or area occupied by squatters [9]), which is particularly remarkable because the letter "k" is not found in native Spanish words. It probably stems from the Basque language, Euskera, which does often use the letter "k", and is spoken in a region which abounds in political radicalism. This is particularly associated with Spanish anarchist movements.
"KKK" replacing "C" or "K"The most common usage of the letters "kkk" in alternative political spelling is the spelling of "America" as Amerikkka. A reference to the Ku Klux Klan, this is often done to indicate the belief that the United States or American society is fundamentally racist, oppressive and corrupt. The earliest known usage of "Amerikkka" recorded in the Oxford English Dictionary (OED) is in 1970, in a journal called Black World. Presumably, this was an extrapolation from the then already widespread "Amerika".
The spelling "Amerikkka" came into greater use after the 1990 release of the Gangsta rap album AmeriKKKa's Most Wanted by Ice Cube.
The San Francisco Bay View regularly spells America as "Amerikkka". [10], [11], [12]
The letters "KKK" have been inserted into many other words, to indicate similar perceived racism, oppression or corruption.
My viewpoint... This spelling, Amerikkka, speaks to a feeling that is not new or unusual in minority groups, and it's origins stem not just from the racist history of our culture, but was coined and used by some of the very movers and shakers of the Civil Rights Movement that fought segregation and frankly, made Ameri*c*a a place where it's possible for a family like mine to exist. It differentiates an system of oppression, a culture steeped in institutionalized racism (Amerikkka) from a land and a dream and an ideal (America).
That might be splitting hairs... like the fine line that makes the difference 'nigger' and 'nigga', the use of which (nigga) is a whole 'nother debate where I find myself standing on both sides. The term AmeriKKKa creates that same knot in my stomach... not because it offends me, but because I have to face the cold hard fact that we're not done yet. We don't all live in America YET... there are some places in this country where blacks, hispanics, non christians, and homosexuals still live in AmeriKKKa.
It's easy to point to my black partner and my black and hispanic friends and my 'non white' community and feel complacent about the fact that the world has changed. YES, we've come a long way. But, in the words of an American Poet...
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
-- Robert Frost
In another effort of "encouragement," a Louisiana State Police SWAT team, armed
with rifles, confronted two brothers at their home in the Uptown section of New
Orleans, leaving one sobbing."I thought they were going to shoot me," said 23-year-old Leonard Thomas, weeping on his front porch. "That dude came and stuck the gun dead at my head."
One officer, who did not give his name, said his team tried to make sure that the two men understood that food and water is becoming scarce and that disease could begin spreading.
Leonard Thomas, 23, cries after a SWAT team burst into the flooded home he and his family were living in on Monday, Sept. 5, 2005. Neighbors had reported that they were squatting in the house in the wake of Hurricane Katrina but the authorities left after his family proved they owned the house. Some rescuers are not taking any more food and water to those who have decided to stay in an effort to force them out. (AP Photo/Rick Bowmer)
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